Beyond Me

I have lately had to remind myself that God really is much bigger than I am. I continue to find my "control freak" personality unconsciously feeling as if everything is going to fall apart unless I say something or help out with it. Well, I can't exactly put the feeling properly into words so that you get the right idea, but it is a sort of tenseness that starts emotionally and moves into a physical take over of my whole body. I don't even realize it has started until it has taken over full force. Then, the gentle reminder is whispered across my spirit. God is bigger and beyond me. In reality, He does not need me and will function just fine without me. However, I am privileged that He chooses to use me at times, but I am NOT the "end all; be all." Interestingly, I would never think that I think so highly of myself, but I do find myself functioning that way. Crazy!!!